No one is taking any advantage of you because you are disabled.
Are you expecting to not be held to the laws of your county because you have a disability?
You can always move. (I know that is a hassle)
Stop focusing on being victimized, and focus on what needs to be done to move onward and upward.
Your dogs are not the reason you are alive today. Your personal choice, strength, and determination is why.
I lost Sara in June. No. Sara died. I dd not lose her - I know where she is. I swear every night still as I cry briefly and talk to my SD that I don't think I can make it another breath without her. I had her for 13 years. But, Tay puts his prick ears down like a Lab, and sniffs and licks my tears, wagging his tail just killing my beaded curtains, while I spend 2-3 minutes being tearful. Then I get up and go find something productive to do, and Tay goes back to looking like a Terv.
Being faced with losses is very scarey and dificult to cope with. Use your therapist and coping skills. Choose the very best home you can find. You are in control of the environment some of your dogs will end up in. So, focus on aking it the best.
Roxie
